To Awaken

To awaken out of thoughts and ideas, into aliveness and newness; a newness and sight shattering even the moment with its presence. This is the Holy Grail worth burning an eternity in the deepest fires of hell for. It is a struggle of lifetimes to even earn the right to even hope to touch the hem of its shadow. It is so far away, there are so many lifetimes to go and I often grow so weary of wandering blind in the dark wasteland of my soul...