I had never truly been searching for God.
I had been searching...
...for the place where God had never stopped holding me.
Even in the darkest moments of our lives, there lie hidden, often far from sight, cracks in the darkness, openings to joy and light.
I had never truly been searching for God.
I had been searching...
...for the place where God had never stopped holding me.
It occurred to me that perhaps
this was
what true welcome felt like.
Not being made the center
of attention.
But being allowed to belong
without needing attention at all.
I found myself as a tiny drop of rain falling toward an endless sea.For one brief instant fear appeared.
If I touched the ocean...
I would disappear.
Then...
The feeling shifted.
The drop did not vanish.
It became what it had always belonged to.
The fear dissolved.
Only vastness remained.
Don’t watch the words sitting on the fence.
Look between the cracks
of the fence to see
what is hidden
behind.
Infinity, eternity and infinitesimal perturbation
All seething within the deepness of the void.
Thus worlds are born, live and
return to the churning sea of emptiness.