Search for God

 

I had never truly been searching for God.

I had been searching...

...for the place where God had never stopped holding me.

Welcome

 

It occurred to me that perhaps 

this was 

what true welcome felt like.

Not being made the center 

of attention.

But being allowed to belong 

without needing attention at all.

Tiny Drop

 I found myself as a tiny drop of rain falling toward an endless sea.

For one brief instant fear appeared.

If I touched the ocean...

I would disappear.

Then...

The feeling shifted.

The drop did not vanish.

It became what it had always belonged to.

The fear dissolved.

Only vastness remained.