Decisions, decisions

There is this constant battle. A choice to make that seems to never end. To keep trying, even though I am seemly destined to failure, or just accept my fate inevitable and step out of the game before it plays out. And where is the game, where does it begin and end? Is physical reality just a small corner of this cosmic gladiator’s arena with no exit? Guess I am just a little tired today of same wrestling match with those same demons. Even with end in sight, it still feels endless.